- This Poooondek, I love.
Little did we know, that we’ll find each other this way. Little did I know, that I will ever found love. Old spinster, was what I thought I’d end up being. And I have never stop thanking god, for you. 
To be loved and to love, it’s totally a whole different feeling after all. I used to find love but I was never loved before. This time, I let love came and here I am, happy and contented everyday. Not that I don’t love him; I do. But this time, he loved me more that I do. It’s true. When you found someone who love u more that u do the other party (I’m referring to the ladies here), you’ll be treated like a princess everyday/night. And it makes u wonder, are u the only girl in this world? It’s true.
Told my mom today that he’s coming over next year around April or October to meet her and dad. She’s excited. And she said, his name is so old school. Ermm.. hahaha! I could only laugh laaaa…! -.- Mom also told me that Dad says, he don’t mind the skin color, as long as he’s muslim. Thank God!
What am I feeling now? Excited, nervous, anxious, scared, and overwhelmed. Goodness gracious me! For the first time, I’m bringing a guy over to meet my parents! x_x”” What am I suppose to do? How am I suppose to behave? What am I suppose to say? DARN!
Now, u must be asking, isn’t this too fast? All I can say is, at this moment, everything feels so right. Insyallah, it will be. And, the fact that he’s not local, is also one of the reason why I have to introduce him to my parents as soon as possible. I, am still this conservative girl, who wants my boyfriend to be acquainted to my family and let them mingle so that they’ll build a good rapport with each other. I don’t like to hide my relationship from my parents. Even before I found him, I’ve always thought that if I have a BF, I would get him approved ESPECIALLY by my dad . I could never rest or live in peace if my parents is against my bf. I don’t know why I have such a mentality. I guess, family ties, is still very important to me despite the fact that I love my freedom and independence. And also, I just don’t ever want to disappoint my dad. I want him to know that I found someone who thinks about the future, who is able to provide for his daughter and who is able to love his daughter more than for what she is. I want my dad to know that my bf is not a mat or a unproductive guys that is largely available right here in SG, ironically.
P.S. He’s pampering me and I love it. Like a princess. Where is my crown?
