Trying to blog right now but I don’t know how to put my words right. I can’t seemed to find the right way to express this feeling. Seems so weird nowadays, coming home to an filled house but yet empty. How do I explain it? How do I express it?
Can’t really find the right words right now but anyhow, here I am blogging about ‘HOW’.
Change topic.
Morning shift was kinda breezy today. Probably because of the student nurses that were ever ready to help in the ward. And probably because of the awesome patients that I have to recently. They’re either nice or bed bound with dementia. Kinda easier to nurse them in a way. Insted of handling 12 patients, we’re handling 9 nowadays. Easier and we could give more to the 9 patients that we have. More concentration on the nursing care. I love it.
After work, I had to attend a resus drill simulation training with 3 of my other colleagues. It was nerve wrecking, I tell you! We had to do a resus on a patient, a mannequin actually, and we had to do like as though we’re really handling a real resus case. Adrenalin rush in my body. Awesome! But scary too! Imagine not being able to do anything coz its either u forget or u just don’t know what to do. About 8 pairs of eyes will be on you. And it will reflect on the ward as well. I was the ‘C’ Nurse. Meaning, Cardiac. Meaning, Compression! I just had to do the compression. Awesome or what! But hey! I think I did well in delegating some of the things to my fellow team. My team was awesome too! I had a good leader! Jie Tao! hahaha!! Being the newest amongst us, he’d be the best to be the leader right? Mind still fresh mah! hahaha!! But seriously! JT did so well to analyze the situation. Responding calmly to the irritating sister and obnoxious doctors. It is a drill but hey, in real life, sisters are really irritating and doctors are really obnoxious! Gaigai and Ivy were awesome too! They were the airway nurse and the runner as well! They responded to the orders fast and efficiently, though there were mishaps here and there, but its all because of nervousness. IT IS NERVE WRECKING! Overall, it was an awesome team! Awesome bunch of colleagues I have here. 
Day ended with laughs as we recap what happened earlier. Really entertaining though.
Had dinner with Gaigai and Magnolia after that. Head down to Gaigai’s place to help her color her hair. I am a walking saloon la. hahaha.. I had a great talk with Gaigai and Magnolia though. Bonding they say. Bonding moments are the best when we speak from our heart. And I spoke from my heart. Thanks for the day my dear colleagues!
Today, Loaby will not be able to skype with me. nor can he tomorrow or the day after. He’s visiting his son and will only be back on Monday. Its ok. He has to meet his son. After all, blood is thicker than water. I do understand that he needs to visit his son sometimes. I’m so understanding right? I know. I love my Loaby and I trust him.
Updates are till her then. Gotto get some rest now. Good night everyone.
